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Don Pedro... Prince of Aragorn... a character in the Shakespearean Play "Much Ado About Nothing"

i have played his role and now i have been called as such

my real identity however is a girl who has been putting up with the joyful heat of summer and the cruel snowstorms of my life

this blog is an outlet of all my emotions... all my thoughts...

i do not need you to understand me

or anything that is written here

i do not require you to visit this page everyday or to check the latest news about me

i do not and will not force you to comment on my notes

and i dont give a damn if anyone would be offended

this is MY blog

you are just but peeking through which is obviously, i am allowing and ironically appreciate

my name?

call whatever you want to call me

may it be Bitch, or the Detestable Girl, or soi-disant innominate


Note: the names here have been altered for confidentiality reasons



Sentiments


yeah... i bet you've seen this picture more than once... and yeah.. this is what i have been wanting... sure, those are my fingers laced with some man's... sadly, it is just a picture...



i have had this set since i was seven... ah.. my childhood... i could now hear all of my laughter echoing through in this gloomy foyer...



i am not alone... i know that.. i can see that... but i am lonely..



uninspired...well, most of the time, i am...



there are times when my body drops, and everything seems to have stopped...my eyes half-closed, heart pounding like a drum solo of Mitch Mitchell, i would just check if i am still breathing...



wouldn't you like to bare it all...yes, i am daring you to....



dancing sets my soul on fire... makes me who i want to be and never care if anyone is watching... wish i could do the same when i am living my life



i am just a lost soul hiding in the dark... waiting to be found and understood... what if you knew who i was? would you be surprised? would you hate me? but then again, for the meantime, i would just keep myself from the light until all of you are ready... because i am...




for more works of Don Pedro, visit her gallery:
CreateIrisInk at DeviantArt





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designed by: Don Pedro
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pictures from: Deviant Art
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
my non-existent friend
has abandoned me...

how, i have no clue..

why, he never told me...




he never told me anything

which makes me wonder how we became friends...

we never spoke... never did...




i need him now...

more than ever... now that i have been so idle,

that i cant take control of my own mind...




i need him now...

now that schizophrenia is taking over me...

anarchy of my own body against me... how i hate this autonomy




i need him now...

where the fuckin hell is he?

could you ever speak to me?




or has my psychosis gone to its summit?

could you not judge me, instead listen?

love me...




tell me im enough...

tell me nothing's wrong...

tell me im worth it.... tell me you're worth it




this alcohol that leads to my delirium

this needle that punctures my numb veins

this fire that burns my tears...




could you come back?

or have i not met you yet...





ģend of session

bandista needed you at 03:29 am

angelo
September 16, 2007   03:26 AM PDT
 
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