"natapos na ang lahat.. andito parin ako.. hetong nakatulala sa mundo.. sa mundo..."
he used to sing this to me over and over again...
he made it sound like the song was written just for me...
who are you singing to, right now?
who do you call when your nights are cold?
can she sing the way i do?
can she warm you up like a bonfire lit in the middle of the night in the cold summer beach?
whose finger spaces are you filling right this moment?
do they fit perfectly the way i felt when you filled mine?
"i miss you"
who are you saying these words to now?
do you even mean it?
did you mean it when those words were for me?
does she miss you more than i do?
i doubt...
"i love you"
are you still afraid of these three words?
these three words that when uttered would make you completely vulnerable?
are you brave enough to submit yourself to someone?
are you brave enough to become defenseless?
if you are...
who do you love right now?
do i still have a shot at being the first girl you have ever committed with all your heart?
or has someone else weakened your knees?
"oohh... hindi ko maisip kung wala ka.... oohh... sa buhay ko..."
[maniniwala na sana ako... pero kanta lang nga naman ito]
(i would have believed you, but its just a song)
ģend of session
bandista needed
you at 05:56 am
